Readings:
Acts 28:16-20.30-31; Ps.11; John 21:20-25
Fr.
Emmanuel Emenike Onyia.
HOW
WILL YOU FEEL TO BE THE DISCIPLE WHOM THE LORD LOVES?
One of
the greatest mysticists and doctors of the Church, St. John of the Cross says in the first
stanza of his poem entitled: The Living Flame of Love, “O living flame of love
that tenderly wounds my soul in its deepest center! Since now You are not
oppressive, now consummate! if it be Your will: tear through the veil of this
sweet encounter!” This flame of love is the Holy Spirit that bathes the soul
encounters it in glory and refreshes it with a divine life of love in which the
will of the soul is united in the most sublime flame of love for God in Jesus.
This
may be the situation in the life of John the beloved one of the disciples of
Jesus in our Gospel passage today, which made the scriptures described him as
‘the disciple whom Jesus loved’. What a great description of anyone’s
personality. This disciple had a peculiar share in the love of Christ and was
admitted to great nearness and freedom with him that gives him the liberty that
no one has among the disciples. This is evident by his leaning on the breast of
Jesus at the suggestion of Peter, to ask him at the Last Supper, who was to be
the traitor.
The
fact is that it is a great thing to love Jesus and be loved by Jesus. Yes,
Jesus loved all his disciples, yet within that circle of love, there was an
innermost place in which the beloved John was favoured to dwell. For those who
display an extraordinary love for one, are all the more capable of great
affection to many; therefore, because Jesus loved John most, he has an enhanced
estimate of his love than the other disciples. Though John was raised, but
others were not lowered, rather they were raised with him.
John
was in more intimate communion with Jesus than others. He was always wherever
Jesus was. When all the disciples sit at the table, even Peter is not nearest
to the Lord like John, for John will lean his head upon the bosom of Jesus with
earnest, eager, intense affection. Jesus loves him not just as a disciple but
as a dear friend whose personality as a young individual has the most
profitable opportunity of becoming eminent piety. He was the only disciple who
was nearer to Jesus and his mother at his passion and death.
Hence,
Jesus entrusted his mother to him saying Son behold your mother, mother behold
your son, because in John, Jesus has found a soul that truly loves. And the
more a soul loves God, the more it desires that God be loved and honoured by
all and the greater this desire becomes, the more the soul labours toward that
end in all possible means and this is evidenced in all the works of John the
beloved.
Dear
friends, have you ever felt loved by God personally? Have you ever been
identified as one whom God loves? How will you feel to be the disciple whom the
Lord loves? Have you personally desired to be an instrument of God’s love for
humanity? Have you ever paid the price of sacrificial love? Have your love ever
been rejected by those you loved most or have rejected those who loved you
most?
Today
we are called to examine our conscience to know if there is any sign of true
love of God and neighbours in us. We are called to make ourselves available for
God’s love to abide in us. We are called to build a personality that gives room
for love to flow in us and through us. As we anticipate the solemnity of
Pentecost tomorrow, we are called to open our hearts for the Holy Spirit to
enkindle in us the fire of his love so that our souls will be transformed in
love. May this fire of love be extended to our families, societies, country and
the world at large.
LET US
PRAY: Loving Father, inflame our hearts once again with the fire of your love.
Grant that we may personally and collectively experience your divine love for
us and all humanity through Christ our Lord. Amen. Wishing you a lovely
weekend.
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