Readings: Acts 28:16-20.30-31; Ps.11; John 21:20-25
Rev. Fr. Emmanuel Emenike Onyia
HAVE YOU EVER FELT LOVED SPECIALLY BY JESUS?
In one of his poems entitled "The Living Flame of Love”, St. John of the Cross, one of the greatest mysticists and doctors of the Church, said in the first stanza of the poem: “O living flame of love that tenderly wounds my soul in its deepest centre! Since now you are not oppressive, now consummate! If it be Your will: tear through the veil of this sweet encounter!”
The flame of love, here is the Holy Spirit, which bathes the soul that encounters it in glory and refreshes it with divine life of love in which the will of the soul is united in the most sublime flame of love for God in Jesus.
This may be the situation of the life of John, the beloved disciple of Jesus, in our Gospel passage today, which made the scriptures describe him as ‘the disciple whom Jesus loved’. What a great description of anyone’s personality. This disciple had a peculiar share in the love of Christ and was admitted to great nearness and freedom with Christ. This gave him the liberty which no one has among the disciples.
The fact remains that, it is a great thing to love Jesus and be loved by Jesus. Yes, Jesus loved all his disciples, yet within that circle of love, there was an innermost place in which the beloved John was favoured to dwell.
For those who display an extraordinary love for one are all the more capable of great affection to many; and therefore, because Jesus loved John most, he has an enhanced estimate of his love for the other disciples. Though John was raised, others were not lowered, they were raised with him.
John, no doubt, was in more intimate communion with Jesus. When all the disciples sit at the table, even Peter is not nearest to the Lord, but John will lean his head upon his bosom with earnest and intense affection. Jesus loves him not just as a disciple but as a dear friend whose personality as a young individual has the most profitable opportunity of becoming eminent piety. He was the only disciple who was closest to Jesus and his mother at his passion and death.
Hence, Jesus entrusted his mother to him, saying, " Son, behold your mother, mother behold your son, because in John, Jesus has found a soul that truly loves. And the more a soul loves God, it desires that God be loved and honoured by all, and the greater this desire becomes, the more the soul labours toward that end in all possible means, and this is evidenced in all the works John loved.
Dear friends, are you the disciple that Jesus loves? Have you ever felt loved by God personally? Have you ever been identified as one whom God loves? Have you personally desired to be an instrument of God’s love for humanity? Have you ever paid the price of sacrificial love? Has your love ever been rejected by those you loved most, or have you rejected those who loved you?
Today we are called to examine our conscience to know if there is any sign of true love of God and neighbours in us. We are called to make ourselves available for God’s love to abide in us. We are called to build a personality that gives room for love to flow in us and through us.
As we anticipate the solemnity of Pentecost tomorrow, we are called to open up for the Holy Spirit to enkindle in us the fire of His love so that our souls will be transformed in love. And let this fire of love be extended to our families, societies, country and the world at large.
LET US PRAY: Lord God, inflame our hearts once again with the fire of your love. Grant that we may personally and collectively experience your divine love for us and for all humanity through Christ our Lord. Amen. Wishing you a lovely weekend.





