Readings: Acts 25:13-21; Ps.103; John 21:15-19
Rev. Fr.
Emmanuel Emenike Onyia
DO YOU
STILL LOVE GOD ABOVE THE THINGS OF THIS PASSING WORLD?
The
ups and downs of life have been a great experience and challenge to humanity.
Everyday is a new struggle. Struggles for life, struggle for survival, struggle
against the manipulation of the evil ones, more challenging is the struggles of
our own self especially our weakness and sinfulness. These struggles are
evidence in the life of the disciples of Jesus.
All
the time they were with Jesus they struggled to be like him, to follow his ways
and to understand him and it wasn’t easy. In the cause of these struggles they
failed, denied, forsaken, and sinned against the Lord Jesus despite their love
for him. But this was well predicted by Jesus who warned them to remain
steadfast even in the midst of these struggles.
However,
after all the struggles and fall during his passion and death, Jesus now needed
to strengthen his disciples for the great task ahead before departing from
them. So in the occasion in Gospel passage today Jesus said to Peter the leader
of his Apostles: ‘Simon son of John, do you love me more than these others do?’
He answered, ‘Yes Lord, you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my
lambs.’ A second time he said to him, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’ He
replied, ‘Yes, Lord, you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Look after my
sheep.’ Then he said to him a third time, ‘Simon son of John, do you love me?’
Peter was upset that he asked him the third time, ‘Do you love me?’ and said,
‘Lord, you know everything; you know I love you.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Feed my
sheep.
Here we can imagine the disposition of the
disciples when seeing the Lord as they sat together round the fire, eating
silently the meal which Jesus had prepared, and no doubt, gazing silently at
the Lord’s silent. It must really be a great moment of tension as to how the
oppressive silence was to be broken and how Peter’s heart must have been
troubled when the great silence was broken with the words: Simon, son of John,
do you love me?
These
three times questions have a special force in the restoration of him who had
three times denied his Master, and now three times declares his love for Him,
and he is three times restored and entrusted with a great task of feeding his
master’s sheep. A great moment of grace that Peter never think he deserved.
From
this gracious act we see how God through Jesus treats a soul conscious of
its sinfulness and fault; and in Peter’s
disposition we see an illustration of how a soul, conscious of its sinfulness
and fault, should behave before God. This gracious event is very symbolic not
just that the Lord had forgiven Peter for his threefold denial at the moment of
His arrest and suffering, but also that, the Lord restored him again as the
leader of His flocks and the entire Universal Church.
Dear
friends, in our struggles in this life we have done ugly and sinful things that
we are really regretting and don’t what to remember or talk about them just
like St Peter. Wishing we could have change or avoid them, but there is nothing
we can do about them anymore except to seek for restoration. And this
restoration is what Jesus is offering us today as he says: my child do you
still love me? Do you really love me? Do you love me more than all the things
of this passing world?
All we
have to say in consciousness of our faults and sinfulness is: Lord you know
everything, yes I truly love you. And just like St Peter, the Lord Jesus will
not only forgive us, he will restore us to a greater glory. So why struggling
in silence, it’s time to break open at confessional the hidden wounds of sin in
our hearts. For the Lord wants to heal and restore us once again so that we can
be open and free to receive the Holy Spirit the promised Paraclete, who will
restore us afresh to God’s greater glory, just like St. Philip Neri whose
memorial we celebrate today. For he had a great devotion to Jesus in the
Blessed Sacrament, and burned with an unbounded love for humanity.
LET US
PRAY: Lord God, as we anticipate the coming of the Holy Spirit, we come to you
today conscious of our faults and sinfulness. Grant us through the intercession
of St. Philip Neri your healing and restoration through Christ our Lord. Amen.
Remain blessed.