Readings: Acts. 9:1-20; Ps.117; John 6:52-59
Fr.
Emmanuel Emenike Onyia
WHEN
WAS YOUR MOMENT OF ENCOUNTER AND CONVERSION
Everyday
is an opportunity to encounter God through different events that occur in our
lives. I don't know if you have ever had an experience that made you realize
the emptiness of this life, a kind of experience that turns pride into
humility, sinfulness into righteousness, an experience that changes your perspective
about things or people?
This
is the kind of experience that Saul had with Jesus in our first reading today,
that made him realize the emptiness of his life and how wrong he was, fighting
against God’s people. For Saul was a young and zealous Pharisee who was deeply
involved in the persecutions of early Christians. He was present at the moment
when St. Stephen was martyred and stoned to death. Saul was also a leading
figure among the Sanhedrin in their attempt to destroy the Church and the
followers of Christ, for he went from place to place and carried out violent
attacks against the followers of Christ until he encountered the Lord on his
way to Damascus.
This
very experience brought true conversion in his life and changed his perspective
about Christians. This encounter gave him a new identity, changing his name
from Saul to Paul. A name indicating his new mission. A mission he so carried
out with all his zeal and passion that he is regarded as one of the apostles
and today his works still speak about the effect of his personal encounter with
Jesus.
This
goes on to affirm the hard teaching of Jesus in our Gospel passage today, where
he was talking about having life in him. For himself draws life from the
Father, and he said, that “unless you
eat the flesh of the Son of Man and
drink his blood, you will not have life in you. So whoever eats his flesh and
drinks his blood will draw life from him. This new life is what Saul
experienced when he encountered him and was converted and entrusted with the
mission of converting the pagans.
Dear
friends, as we heard about the conversion of St Paul, we are called to reflect
on our own conversion. Today like St. Paul, we are called to reflect on our
personal experience of God. How have we personally experienced God? When was
your moment of encounter and conversion? When was your spiritual turning point?
Do we have a personal conviction about God that does not based on what people
told us of him?
Remember
that by the virtue of our baptism we are called to share in the same mission
and calling, which St. Paul himself had
received from the Lord. So, in case we have not personally experience the Lord,
all we need to do is to sincerely seek God in those common events in our lives
and we will realize how much God is willing to reveal himself to us.
LET US
PRAY: Heavenly Father, we really need to have a personal encounter of your
presence in our lives. As we reflect on the encounter and conversion of St.
Paul, may we experience your presence in a unique way and through this
experience discover our purpose and mission in life. We ask this through Christ
our Lord. Amen. Do have a blessed day.